感謝各位bors一直以來的支持與認可，關於近期作品反饋的一些問題我有認真的關注~！
藉此機會我想說一下自己的感受：
首先我希望大家能夠理解，我並不是一個專業的創作者。VAM視頻創作對我來説只是一份業餘愛好。現實裏我有自己的工作要忙，對作品創作的時間、精力和狀態其實都很有限。創作能力并非隨時在綫，也會有低谷，這一點我沒辦法假裝，希望bros能夠理解與包容
我知道，大家喜歡我的作品，並不是因為我技術有多頂尖，我使用的素材也都是更優秀的vam創作者製作的作品，我只是結合了自己的審美、創意和細節處理上的那一點點用心。這份被看見、被認可的感覺，是我堅持的動力。但我也想坦白：我沒辦法保證每一部作品都是爆款、能讓所有人滿意。正如我嘗試加入的剪輯風格，有人喜歡也有人吐槽，有人喜歡古風，有人喜歡現代風，我也經常會受到這些反饋的影響和打擊，所以我在店鋪增加了滿贈的作品，也是為了能給bros對不滿意的作品以及作品流出問題的一種補償和心意，我有盡力想讓支持我的bros不吃虧，僅此而已
平時我會收到很多bros的私信向我提各類的建議與要求，希望我能出一期某個場景或者人物，又或是其他要求，我幾乎都有認真回覆和盡力去滿足，但我的能力和技術有限，往往爲了迎合大家的建議和要求也許效果并不理想，在各位bros的角度只是提了一個簡單的建議和要求，但我接收到的是非常多的建議，太多信息量有時候也會迷失和糾結，我並沒有甩鍋的意思，當然近期因作品流出的問題也給我造成了不少的影響，平時還有大量的工作，我想我確實應該好好休息一下了
在我仍對vam保持興趣的同時我仍會堅持創作，如果我的作品確實無法滿足大家的期望了，我也會欣然接受並退場，再次感謝一直以來支持我的bros！
To all the bros who've been supporting me —
Thank you for sticking with me through everything. I've been paying close attention to the feedback on my recent releases, and I wanted to take this chance to share what's on my mind.
First, I hope everyone can understand: I'm not a professional creator. VAM is just a hobby for me. In real life, I have a full-time job that keeps me busy, and the time, energy, and headspace I can put into creating are genuinely limited. My creative output isn't always going to be on point — there are peaks, and there are slumps, and I can't pretend otherwise. I hope you bros can be patient and understanding with that.
I know that what draws people to my work isn't technical mastery. The assets I use are all made by VAM creators far more skilled than me — what I bring is just a bit of care in aesthetics, concept, and the small details. Knowing that people notice and appreciate that has been what keeps me going. But I want to be honest: I can't promise every release is going to land, or that everyone is going to be into it. Take the editing style I've been experimenting with — some people love it, others aren't feeling it. Some prefer a classical vibe, others want something more modern. I take all of that in, and yeah, it gets to me sometimes. That's part of why I added bonus items to the shop — as a gesture of goodwill, and as a way to make things right when a release doesn't hit, or when leaks happen. I just want the bros supporting me to feel like it was worth it. That's really all it is.
On any given day, I get a lot of DMs with suggestions and requests — people hoping I'll do a particular scene, or a specific character, or all kinds of other ideas. I try to reply to as many as I can and do what I'm able to deliver. But my skills and technical ability have their limits, and when I try to accommodate every suggestion, the result isn't always what I'd hoped. From each bro's side, it's one simple request. From mine, it's dozens of different directions coming in at once, and honestly, sometimes I lose my footing trying to juggle it all. I'm not trying to pass the blame — and on top of all that, the recent leak issues have taken a real toll on me. Between that and the workload from my actual job, I think I genuinely need to take some time to rest.
As long as I'm still into VAM, I'll keep creating. But if my work really isn't meeting expectations anymore, I'll accept that and step away on good terms. Once again — thank you, truly, to every bro who's been here supporting me.